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~Vylin

I hate people really
Formerly Raincry
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OH, AND NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOUR NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONS

.. Happy new year, though.
Love you all <3
  • Mood: High
Not sure if I can take this seriously or not simply because it was made by ~TwisterDays
But hey I got a fan club yayyyyyyyyyy

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Co founded by *EdwardKenways
  • Mood: Optimism
Premium membership, anyone? Please? A late merry Christmas? :'D

Also.. I've been too busy with life. I've had absolutely no time for DA. Sighhh
Sorry for the inactivity guys.

On a brighter note, I think I got a boyfriend. We're not official yet. But he's my everything.
He's sweet, caring, and omfg.. Too perf~
Legit, passionate cuddling is nice. Ahhh.

I STILL LOVE YOU GUYS REALLY ;___;

BUT I NEED TO GO, BYE FOR NOW-... * violently gets sucked back into the shitstorm called LIFE*

Edit: working on commissions, promise
  • Mood: Optimism

COMMISSIONS CLOSED, FOR NOW

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 14, 2012, 3:45 PM
All right I guess that's enough for now s;dkjg. THANKS <3

Because life is being such a bitch and I'm a broke student. I want to buy a print for my dull room, but I need the money I that have for food omg
PLEASE COMMISSION ME, I KNOW I'M BEING PATHETIC.

I'm doing chibis for 400 :points: or 5$
($ preferred):

Paypal E-mail: raincry93@gmail.com

Examples:


P.S. I'LL GET BACK TO ALL OF YOUR COMMENTS/NOTES, I'M SO SORRY. I'M NOT IGNORING ANYONE, I WAS BUSY. BUT I'M HAVING A WEEK HOLIDAY NOW THUS OPENING COMMISSIONS.
OH, THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, I LOVE YOU ALL! <3



Slots:
1. :icongreenteaphoenix:
2. :icondanny-spikes:

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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Scar Symmetry
  • Reading: Scar Symmetry
  • Watching: Scar Symmetry
  • Playing: Scar Symmetry
  • Eating: Scar Symmetry
  • Drinking: Scar Symmetry

I love Vosrain

Journal Entry: Sun Sep 16, 2012, 12:39 PM
I'm not hinting or suggesting anything at all.
I just want to say that I love my OC Vosrain so much.
And I love seeing him drawn by others.
Just saying..


oh look, my birthday is next week


oh and what is this? a reference! :D

:iconheplz:

and did you know that he has a black outfit?




I LOVE YOU GUYS ♥

This Journal Skin was designed by ~Night-Beast
  • Mood: Love
  • Listening to: Rise to Remain
  • Reading: Rise to Remain
  • Watching: Rise to Remain
  • Playing: Rise to Remain
  • Eating: Rise to Remain
  • Drinking: Rise to Remain

First Livestream EVER [OFF]

Journal Entry: Sat Sep 15, 2012, 2:02 PM
Click here desu: [link]

This is my first live stream omg be gentle please.
ALSO before you go to the channel, I recommend you lower the volume or keep your headphones off for a moment
omg I'm nervous SO NERVOUS
please
be
gentle
hnnnnnng

This Journal Skin was designed by ~Night-Beast
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Rise to Remain
  • Reading: Rise to Remain
  • Watching: Rise to Remain
  • Playing: Rise to Remain
  • Eating: Rise to Remain
  • Drinking: Rise to Remain

GIRL CONFESSIONS MEME

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 6, 2012, 4:30 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Rise to Remain
  • Reading: Rise to Remain
  • Watching: Rise to Remain
  • Playing: Rise to Remain
  • Eating: Rise to Remain
  • Drinking: Rise to Remain

Slender animation

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 29, 2012, 5:31 AM
Hey dudes check out this  cool animation done by my friend. ~HostileCobalt
>>LINK<<
:iconhostilecobalt:

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Journal Entry: Tue Aug 21, 2012, 5:23 PM
i'm crying my eyes out right now I hate this to bits
i loathe myself and my gender to an immeasurable extent
man this is too much for me. i can't..... i just can't


..
I'll  be deleting this journal in a few
Just venting I guess

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[ANIPAN] Now that it's publicly open, follow me?

Journal Entry: Sat Aug 11, 2012, 11:45 AM


If you give two shits
Please? ;3;
I'm 1570
CLICK HERE IF YOU'RE TOO LAZY

:iconduckyrunplz:





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AWWWWWWWWWW
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH
My id #1570
I don't even know if this is allowed or not but I'm putting my id here anyway. :'>

thanks to this betch :iconlovelyheartsplz: :iconmalicious-rex: :iconlovelyheartsplz:
if you don't watch him already then go do it now
he's like
the coolest dude out there :'D
seriously


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ANIPAN beta invites raffle

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 9, 2012, 5:54 PM

CHECK OUT THIS JOURNAL FOR INFO:
[link]

i want an invitation so bad.
all the cool kids are getting em
:iconlazepoolplz:

HEY GUYS CHECK OUT MY SEXY HUBBY ;A;

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 28, 2012, 6:22 AM

:icondesertgod:



:icondesertgod:
YES. I KNOW. SEXY. ; A ;


On a side note, I only have 3 more weeks of my premium membership... ok.
:iconpapcryplz:
//sobbing

</pointless journal>

  • Mood: Flirty
  • Listening to: Rise to Remain omfg I love that band

MY PAGE WILL DIE ; A ;

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 20, 2012, 6:09 PM
OH MY GAWD.
I only have one month left of my premium membership! Oh my oh my OH MY....!
Last time I got a whole year membership from a dear watcher.. BUT THAT WAS LAST YEAR YO!! QAQ
And I'm broke..

I'M NOT BEGGING OR ANYTHING
But.. But.........
Donate a subscription, get art maybe? //sobs

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//emo mode

EDIT: 3 WEEKS QAQ

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: The sound of my tears hitting the ground
  • Watching: Myself crying in the mirror
  • Playing: In a pool of my own tears
  • Eating: Chilli food to make me cry harder
  • Drinking: From the pond of my tears

. . . .

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 29, 2012, 2:11 PM
If I'm an introvert who plays games and draws instead of going out and meeting poeple, as long as I'm okay with it and as long as I LIKE it being like that because I honestly HATE people, then THAT'S NOBODY BUSINESS! I hate people because they can NEVER be trusted. I've been bullied, laughed at, used, ignored, abandoned, ACCUSED OF THINGS I DIDN'T FREAKING DO and tons of things which completely wrung every little drop of faith in humanity out of me.
The reason I don't like people ISN'T because I have a disorder or whatever. Hell, I MIGHT have a disorder, but that's not why I hate people, it's because of what people have DONE to me. If I don't like going to visit my aunt or whoever else I don't give a DAMN about then that's that and no one can MAKE ME LIKE IT, regardless of whether I "should" or not. If I don't have friends and I like it that way then HELL DON'T BUG ME ABOUT IT THAT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
I LOVE my solitude. I feel bored when I'm around people even if they're doing something supposedly "fun", but I never feel bored when I'm just sitting there by myself doing nothing. In fact, ENJOY solitary boredom. :/
If I want to cut my hair boy short then IT'S MY FREAKING HAIR on MY FREAKING HEAD  and that makes MY choice. MY HAIR. MY CHOICE. NOT YOURS SO SOP JUDGING.

It's not my fault that I don't have feelings for people. I RARELY ever like someone. It's not my fault either that I don't miss people, if I don't want to say goodbye to those I'm not going to see for a long while/ever again because I don't give a damn or if I make someone mad and go play my PS3 like I did nothing wrong. It's just that I don't have those feelings. I don't know why but I just don't! Love, longing, guilt for upsetting others, whatever whatever.. The only thing I truly feel is hatred.

I've got to admit that I've liked a number of people through my life. But we either got separated or they've eventually abandoned me, OR they've never even had anything towards me but were just FUCKING USING me. That's why I've just learned to STOP liking people, they award you with great pain.
If anything, I've learned this: Rain, don't like or trust anyone. You KNOW that they'll eventually abandon you or turn out to have been merely playing around with you, or using you for their advantage.

When I'm around people, if I don't talk, I'm an introvert, if I talk, I'm rude and too straight forward. WHAT THE HELL DO I DO THEN?!??!!!! KILL MY SELF? HUH? WOULD THAT ERASE PEOPLE'S IRRESISTIBLE URGE TO JUDGE ME? WILL THAT MAKE YOU REALIZE HOW SHALLOW YOU WERE FOR JUDGING A PERSON WHO COULD HAVE BEEN REALLY NICE AND LOVING IF YOU ONLY TRIED TO UNDERSTAND HER AND PERHAPS GAVE HER THE CHANCE TO BE HERSELF?!?!!! WILL IT??!?!!!

DAMN YOU WORLD. DAMN YOU DAMN YOU DAMN YOU!!

I'D SWEAR! IF I WERE TO BE KIDNAPPED BY SOME ALIENS FROM ANOTHER FREAKING GALAXY THEN I MIGHT GET ALONG WITH THEM BETTER THEN I DO WITH THE SCUMBAG HERE.

....
......
........
On a side note, I'd like to mention people who I like but sadly live much farther than my reach:
:iconinsaneandroid: :iconclownfish95: :iconvertical-rows: :iconchaoticcry:
One of those people makes a really great friend because we've got a lot in common, she makes me realize how stupid I am when I REALLY AM being stupid not just out of thirst to judge without looking into things. She helps me snap out of my unwanted states even when she doesn't realize she's doing so.
One made me feel that I'm not a freaking alien on this planet, that there is someone JUST like me out there, a one who understands me EXACTLY. We haven't been talking as much lately but it's ok because like I've said: I'm used to it.
One clinges to me so much makes me feel that I can actually be liked.
And one I like to talk to about my problems because she responds in the funniest way ever. Makes me laugh every time I talk to her.

Right now at this time of extreme frustration, those are the only ones that popped up into my mind. Could be because those are the guys who I like absolutely. Could be my awful memory.

And it's really sad that I only find the greatest friends on the internet.


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... Bye for now.


  • Listening to: Rise to Remain - Power through Fear
  • Reading: Rise to Remain - Power through Fear
  • Watching: Rise to Remain - Power through Fear
  • Playing: Rise to Remain - Power through Fear
  • Eating: Rise to Remain - Power through Fear
  • Drinking: Rise to Remain - Power through Fear

CHAT WITH ME. [CLOSED]

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 18, 2012, 1:10 PM
PLEASE. GO HERE: [link]
Be as random as you want or whatever. //cries


LOL thanks for those who came. :la:

Dammit I love crows SO EFFIN MUCH.

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 15, 2012, 11:51 AM
They just.......... They make me happy.  




Thinking of you while fapping.

Journal Entry: Sat Jun 9, 2012, 4:31 PM
Actually, I feel horny. >:l
DAMN I'VE BEEN FEELING LIKE THIS A LOT LATELY WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.
:iconpapcryplz:

I don't even know why I'm posting this. I guess I'm bored. xD

150 points give away. x2 [winners] ;7;

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 1, 2012, 2:46 PM
Cuz I'm bored and desperate as fuck.
Draw me a Muro drawing in this journal and I'll give 150 points to the two I like the most. Whether it's because it made me laugh or because it made me go aww etc etc

Deadline: Sunday, 3 June. :U


See ya. (:

Okay deadline reached. :la:
I'll announce the winners tonight. =u= b


The winners arrrrrrrrrrrre:

1. ~animoo
I mean.. I mean LOOK AT THIS OMFGGGGGG ; A ;


2. *Chemical-Exorcist
I love the feel of this drawing.


Yup those are the winners. They get 150 points each.
I'll do more of this game it's just so damn fun. ;7;




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HONOURABLE MENTIONS:
=InsaneAndroid


~Aii-luv


~ChaoticCry


~Sonserina


Yeah that's it. Thanks for derpin around everywan. ;7;
Good night. :3






Desertgod y u so kawaii?

Sat May 26, 2012, 7:14 PM



Okok so I just Skyped !DesertGod and totally freaked him out with my weirdness, lmfao!
I shall never show my face again :iconpapcryplz:



On a side note: I've got a lot of comments camping in my inbox. I'll get back to em asap. Good night for now ; 7 ;

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